I'm just not ready

Just to say,

I'm not ready for everything.

I need time.

I eat what I want.

I do what I like.

I hang out with buddies without permissions.

I speed on the road.

I laugh and cry like ghost.

I just love the way like this,

without being control.♥

"No time for love"

Stalker =)

Hey girl,

you stalked me,

I stalked you.

Deal =)

鸭梨好大！Damn stress!!

Why people around me can complete their work but I can't?

Feel more even worse when seeing their design is better but mine just like shit.

Oh gosh, I lost my passion and patience...somebody please give me some motivation!!

I'm getting weak as I still hanging myself like this~

Can I give up?

HELP ME!!!

for someone that Already Gone

No time for love or just need somebody to love ?

I start to confuse about both these phrases:

Am I no time for love?

Or just need somebody to love?

At first, we would be wonder what love is...

But in the end, we might face the fact breakaway and letting go of it..

Well, but seems like both conditions, I have really no time to spend on it,

as my works kept me busy...

Is it good or bad?

I don't even have a good sleep, not even thinking who suits me.

So, this question, just let it blank coz' I'm not gonna torture myself :p

Holy-crap bloggie haha XD

Avril Lavigne - Smile

You know that I'm a crazy bitch

I do what I want when I feel like it

All I wanna do is lose control

But you don't really give a shit

you don't let it go let it go with it

'cause you're fucking crazy rock'n'roll

You said "Hey,

What's your name?"

it took one look

and now I'm not the same

Yeah you said "Hey."

and since that day

you stole my heart

and you're the one to blame

Yeah

and that's why I smile

It's been a while

since every day and everything has

felt this right

and now you're turning all around

and suddenly you're all I need

The reason why I smile

Last night I blacked out I think

What did you, what did you put in my drink?

I remember making out and then, oh, oh

I woke up with a new tattoo

your name was on me and my name was on you

I will do it all over again

Stop ruin my life

I don't care who you are and what you want,

just please,

go away and STOP RUIN MY LIFE!

Love, is a question mark ?

If love is the answer, could you please repeat the question?

Curl Up!

No more straight hair but curly hair instead!

And dyed my hair to "a lil bit auburn" color =)

How is it? I think I'm look older ='(

Sleep Talking?!

Another HUUUUUUGE mistake!!

Oh gosh, I wish I could rewind the time XD

Blah~ blah blah~~

Foreordination

"My confidence, can drop from 100 % straight to 0. "

Seems like everything happened has been destined.

Accepting those challenges,

means I have to be stronger to survive!

Keep holding on, Doreen!

I knew you could make it!

=)

But somehow, 
is there anyone could embrace me?
I'm hunger for the courage~

Happy 520 Day ^^

I learned to smile (stupidly) because of you =D

Reborn (Not again?!)

Has deleted most of my previous posts ,

So from today onwards, my new life began!

I've passed through difficulties recently.

Friends, family, love, and so on.

"Such a dramatic life!" said Ah Goo.

But, I've successfully endure all the hardships!! 

Yeah~~V^^V

Someone told me that I'm complicated.

Ya, he might be right,

but everything is complicated before it comes to simple XD

I appreciate for those who willing to lend me their ears,

listening me patiently,

and support me whatever decisions that I made!

Love comes and go, we all knew that.

We can't go back the past, and this is the fact!

So, treasure the one whom you love!

Friends, I'm great here!

My weakness makes me strong,

and all the things happened has thought me so much.

I'm still learning from my mistakes~

France ♥

 Bought a small box with France's photos and card inside @ Times Square here^^

When I see it, I see my dream ♥

France will be my first destination that I'm going to travel abroad!!

Wanna drinks a warm, caffeinated beverage at sidewalk cafe,

watching the view of the Eiffel Tower framed by reflecting pools and dancing fountains,

walking on the bridges at Seine River,

be in the castles and get in the breathtaking museums,

taste a macaroon or some chocolates,

take a bus ride, stop in the charming bookstores,

standing under the lamppost and watch the snow falls in the winter....

And now, I keep my Paris's dream in the box ♥

Oh, my Paris!

I don't want to wake up one day wishing I had went to Paris and never done so.

Some say...

Some say they love rain.

But when it rains, they use an umbrella.

Some say they love the sun.
But when it shines, they search for shade.

Some say they love the wind.
But when its windy, they close their windows.

And that's why I am scared,
when someone says :

I love you.

Until now.